Another Happy day - 1
Ok.. Right now is 11:30pm.. I should have hit my bed and go for tomorrow’s travel at 6:00am.. Duh… I just couldn’t sleep before write this down… Cause I knew that I’m gonna forget all these things I want to say by tomorrow morning.. =) I’m Pikun you know… hehhehe
Alright… today I am so grateful that my Tim Ayam end up not bad at all… I am happy that my sister, cousin actually but I look at her like my own sis, pretty much like my cook.. =) Also my friends netty and desi… You know, what could be better for a cooker to find out that the taster love their cook.. NONE.. so I’m happy…
Talking about happiness, about a few hours ago.. my friend email me with a question about true happiness… She asked whether true happiness is really exist?
Hmmm I don’t know where to begin… True Happiness… What is it actually.. Hey really, have you ever think "What is true happiness??"… seems like everyone dreaming to achieve that… but without knowing what it is, I think it would be like chasing the wind… U don’t even know what things are you chasing..
I have read and heard lots of saying about it… some people said that you can have that by having lots of friends, that stand by your side… but there is a time or lots of time later on .. that you will find your friend cannot be fully care to you, hey they need to prioritize themselves rather than you doesn’t it??.. and you then feel left behind or find out that you are actually alone..
I also heard of saying that it is not friends that can give you happiness but the one who loved you… well yeah .. for longer period … but you know… to whom that have experienced in relationship, will find out that your girl or boy friend sometimes or most of the times,for the unlucky one, becoming one of the most selfish being, especially when he/she is in the bad mood.. and made you ill fill..
And if you are the lucky one, you probably have someone who love you sooo much that always be there for you and do things for you.. bla bla bla … so hey, you happy because of that?? having somebody sacrificed their time, money and sometimes even pride for your needs.. well maybe you feel fun, pleased and satisfied, knowing that you are being acknowledged or served by some people.. but I am sure that in the end, you will again feel there is emptiness…
So I think having lots of friends or someone who loved you are not True Happiness… Also it is not only lots of laughter and funs things going on in your day… I think its beyond those… So what is it ?? I DON’T KNOW!! hehehe yeah.. actually I don’t know … Its a hard question.. and right now 12:15am … I just spent 45 min to think about that and still have no answer… but I promise you I will try to answer that in the next blog hehehe … sorry for making you guys reading this long stupid writing… mwahahhaha….
Tomorrow I’m going to the beach!! YEAAAHH!! WHO’S THE BEACH BOY??!! ITS ME!!
G-nite…
July 29th, 2005 at 12:21 pm
For me, true happiness can only be achieved by knowing him who created us and loved us so much that he gave himself for us that we may share in his love.
January 2nd, 2006 at 4:58 pm
True happiness start from your self.
I had been ill for weeks and felt depressed. I kept crying (as always) and taking different of medicine but nothing changed. So I decided to go to a bar and have some fun. I did. I had fun. I laughed a lot. The next day I went to church and had fun too.
So I guess happiness starts from your self. It’s OK to pretend to be happy because later you will feel that you are really blessed.